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May. 26th, 2008

positive things about this memorial weekend;

1. getting to catch up on some much needed sleep.
2. seeing some old friendly faces! (and being reminded that i still have 3 weeks left of school. ughhhh.)
3. scavenging for cinder-blocks in Detroit and finding out that my car can hold around 12 blocks, one julia, one noa and one eric just fine.
4. getting drrrty and helping to build a community garden at the heidelberg in Detroit, and doing it with some uber cool earthlings.
5. hearing a total of 12 hours of 4/4 time signature techno-ness at DEMF.
6. all of this with a beautiful outside all weekend.

negative things about this memorial weekend;

1. me getting jumped on the way back to my car from DEMF.
2. finding out a very very horrible thing having to do with a friend of mine/ brother of a friend.
this is what i like;

coming home to my mother dancing/cooking to medieval music.

the smell of portobello mushrooms.

contradictory weather.

old old maps that make Michigan look like a very strange and crooked cactus.

Emma Wilbert (who had better come home soon or risk seeing her boyfriend being sad).

abandoned amusement parks.

low light.


stringed instruments.

John K. King Bookstore

RESCUE (thawn cwanthy! wian cwanthy! OMG)

the vocal chords of Antony Hegarty

this will be an ongoing thing an account of my inability to not lose lists.

Apr. 28th, 2008

when im in my bed during the night time, the blinds are pulled up away from the window. light from the backyard comes through it and casts its own window on the wall opposite me.

this window is a small, good thing in a time like this.

Apr. 28th, 2008

do i listen to what you write?
do i listen to what you say?

this, it seems is the ultimate question.

im probably just misunderstanding. i tend to do that.
3 months
19 days
one hour
43 minutes


Apr. 12th, 2008

i had 3 people tell me i look like the singer from the black keys this day.

...which makes it a good day.

Saw Kill River

i think its almost a shame.

i cant remember a time when ive enjoyed being around people so much as this past break. the people who i saw almost every day made me realize that im totally ok with who i am/have become. its really weird to think at length about such things as growth, relationships, change and the future. ive been thinking and comparing the way i interact with people, the way i think, and how i see myself in the future a lot lately (its weird how stumbling upon an old journal can make you want to compare everything now as opposed to then.)

ive also come to the conclusion that ive been totally hypersensitive to the way people come off lately. oh yeah and im a jealous idiot who cant just accept that hes one of the luckiest people on the planet. come on eric, really?

i guess realizing certain things about yourself even if they're bad is better than never truly knowing anything at all and walking around your life as a null set.

In watermelon sugar the deeds were done and done again as my life is done in watermelon sugar.
I'll tell you about it because i am here and you are distant.
wherever you are, we must do the best we can. It is so far to travel, and we have nothing here to travel, except watermelon sugar. I hope this works out.
I live in a shack near iDEATH. I can see iDEATH out the window. It is beautiful. I can also see it with my eyes closed and touch it. Right now it is cold and turns like something in the hand of a child. I do not know what thing that could be.
There is a delicate balance in iDEATH. It suits us.
The shack is small but pleasing and comfortable as my life and made from pine, watermelon sugar and stones and just about everything here is.
Our lives we have carefully constructed from watermelon sugar and then traveled to the length of our dreams, along roads lined with pines and stones.
I have a bed, a chair, a table and a large chest that i keep my things in. I have a lantern that burns watermelontrout oil at night.
That is something else. Ill tell you about it later. I have a gentile life.


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